Monday, January 21, 2008

Val de Mort, Part 2

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Retrospect: Mid-September, 2006

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It was not even our first full year out here but mid September of 2006 threw more challenges at us than all the months before or since. It was as though unseen forces were playing their best hand in a winner-takes-all game. The only cards we held were faith, determination and optimism. They may not hold a strong suit value to many people but we held that hand doggedly and it won in the end.

Just as with living at the end of the runway of a large airport, everyday noise begins to fall into that deaf repository of your subconscious but oddities still jump glaringly to the fore of your consciousness. I had stepped out onto the porch and into the pleasantly warm Autumn air when a sound caught my attention. I leaned forward off the front of the porch and peered around the front face of the Rat to the West.
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What I saw was no less disturbing than what I had initially heard. Direct atmospheric venting of gas wells is normal out here but this was far worse. Usual direct venting releases small numbers of odorless and invisible assassins but in numbers so small and in such a brief interval as to be a minor threat to life, short-term. What I was seeing now were roiling, over whelming hordes uncloaked by moisture and chemical impurities. I called over my shoulder for Mark to come look and listen. He noted casually that he had heard the noise several hours earlier and paid no attention to it. Fortunately, the clouds were billowing oddly to the North but there was no guarantee that the winds wouldn't return to their habitual trek to the East ... and towards us!
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We walked closer, over to the barn, and realized that this situation would not correct itself. Driving past the clouds to evacuate did not seem a wise choice either by now.
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We decided to creep closer to the fury out of sheer cat-like curiosity, carefully watching the drape of the vapors hissing violently upwards from the ground. The long-absent rains which came back to coincide with our arrival had done much to erode and unsettle the half century old gas infrastructure and the piping had given out near the ground exit below the main shut-off valve.

That's when we decided to look up our field contacts. Our main contact, as fate would have it, was out of state on vacation but he was able to give us phone and e-mail contacts for the pertinent parties as well as safety precautions for the interim. With the photos that we provided by e-mail, they were able to save many needless hours of assessment trips and return trips to town to convene procedure and safety meetings and just get 'er done.

Mind you, even then, it would take time to gather the right hands and equipment along with the two hour trip out here. In the meantime, we watched the heavy clouds of gas sway and meander in the breeze, just hoping that they would not envelope the Rat any time soon. We extinguished the open flame pilots as advised and sat waiting for something to happen for hours, well into complete darkness. There came a point when a surreal sense of fatalism overcame us. We both sat there quietly looking for vehicle lights to pierce the blackness of the canyon until violent headaches got the best of us. Frankly, at that point in blistering cranial misery, we no longer cared if we might wake up the next morning or not. We resigned ourselves to a night's or possibly an eternity's worth of sleep.

We both woke up to the warm touch of sunny rays through the window and blinked contemplatively, eventually pinching ourselves here and there to see if this was a postmortem dream or the beginning of a new day in corporeal existence. Ouch! We were still here all right.
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Arising, stretching and wandering over to the large front window brought us the view above. The sunlight, the mesas and the rest of our familiar world were still there. The gas gnomes had quietly arrived in the dead of night and were completing their mysterious work. Our headaches had subsided, the well had been silenced ... it was obviously going to be another good day ahead for us.
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This event occurred back in those heady first days when we felt as though we had a genuine friend and neighbor relationship with the gas field. Now, only in looking back over the intervening time and events and after sifting through the remains of the old burnt out trailer across the street with its puddles of molten glass and metal, do I realize that few would have mourned our passing had conflagration or gases claimed us that night. The company would have been relieved that no one would likely ever question the circumstances. Cynicism is rarely a child of accidental conception.

But we stay because this place is still our dream come true. The challenges and dangers have been worth the risks and we will now work towards change; to make life easier, more equitable and more joyous for those who follow us. If we haven't given up, don't you dare abandon your dreams either. Take your dreams seriously and fight to preserve them. I will be showing you plenty of reasons why it's worth it.
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29 comments:

Jenny said...

You are a brave woman to live the way ya'll do. Gas coming up out of the ground would really freak me out!!

Lin said...

Well, Jenny, if I had two cute little kids to worry about like you do, I'd be freaking, too! Just us two crabby old farts out here, ya know.

DBA Dude said...

Just as well that I knew the story had a benign ending or I would have been worried.

Hope to read news of your new building work starting sometime real soon.

NotClauswitz said...

Yikes! A venting gas-field that could catch on fire is scary enough, to live out there... I'd worry about shooting off sky-rockets!

Lin said...

dba, I think my long delay in telling that story was, in part, to give it some historical detachment since we have relatives who might have come down to drag us out by our scruffs. I have a couple of other stories that fall into that category.

Weather, roads and other logistical imps are confounding the new building plans but at least I was able to assemble a crude photo collage of what flavor I am after. That will be coming up VERY shortly! It will likely make you grin, too.

Lin said...

dirtcrashr, hey, so far, so good though! PLUS it adds a certain roulette wheel thrill to range time. I can tell that it's going to take some time to establish points rules for intended vs. unintended displays. If you thought Knob Creek at night was a rush ....

Buck said...

Cynicism is rarely a child of accidental conception.

Wow, that's a freakin' keeper if I've ever read one! I'll plagiarize you sometime in the future, Lin. Fair warning, and all that. But I'll wait some respectable amount of time before I use that line, of course.

I think the ability to sustain a dream is a differentiator in life... it separates the real folks from the poseurs. And you know which category y'all are in, as do I.

FHB said...

Wow, that was a powerful piece. I was thinkin' as I read it that a few of us need to head up there anonymously and see about things, but that shit never works. Would be VERY satisfying to put the fear of God into some of those assholes. Where's Earth First when you need them? Probably spiking a tree somewhere. I hate what's happening to you guys. Take care of yourself big sis.

fuzzbert_1999@yahoo.com said...

After firing the tracer rounds, and they come asking, just tell them it was either burn off the deadly fumes or die!

What court would blame you or award damages to property and your mental well being?

fuzzbert_1999@yahoo.com said...

...even better (assuming my other comment gets posted later)...Tell them you prayed real hard for God to save you and out of nowhere came this bolt of lightning and saved your lives! Miracles do happen you know!

Lin said...

Buck, go ahead a use that observation ANY time you feel like it. I would feel very honored if you do, in fact - providing that I don't forget who coined it to begin with. That happens a lot around here, too, lately. I might end up being thoroughly impressed by YOUR observation. grin

I hope you are right about our ability to 'sustain' the homestead. It does already feel great that we have exceeded our established neighbors guesstimate pool by twice their expectations so far - darned good!

Lin said...

You're a sweetheart, FHB, and you're right in realizing that our fantasy guy talk will never hit the ground BUT it sure is fun BSing about it! I have found it VERY therapeutic to be able to direct vent. So far the eco-terrorists haven't jumped on this area. Hopefully I won't have to feel inclined to stir them up either. For whatever reason, their attitudes have changed have for the better over the last week. Cross fingers, touch wood!

Lin said...

Mushy, you've got a GREAT point there! Wind and timing would be the only problem - that's one area where you would sure hate to miscalculate. Maybe I need to investigate both the rational and legal aspects of that option. We ALL know that 'rational' and 'legal' rarely share any common ground. Then again, it's OUR lives hanging in the balance, not some remote lawyer's or bean-counter's life.

Lin said...

Ooops, didn't get your P.S. before closing out the reply to your first comment!

The act of God explanation, huh? GRIN! I probably wouldn't even have to use that as a cover. He's covered me amazingly well so far.

alphonsedamoose said...

You are one lucky girl . Some of the gas wells are sour gas and that can be deadly poisonous. Glad you made it through but next-- evacuate to somewhere until it is under control. Don't want to lose you.

BRUNO said...

Damned right! YOU do battle with the DRILLING COMPANIES, and, of course, government red-tape! And I still do battle with DEVELOPERS, and fast-approaching CITY LIMITS boundaries, and that same red-tape!

But I'm gonna agree with "Da MOOSE" on this one! Like "Dirty Harry" Callahan, in the movie by the same name, said: "A mans' got to know his limitations!"

And that applies to rough-assed WOMEN, as well....!

Lin said...

Moose, I keep forgetting that you're in the heart of big energy country yourself. From what we've heard, these wells are producing pretty clean gas. There are some nasty sour ones in the region but not near us. I know ... one day we'll catch the guardian angels busy elsewhere.

Lin said...

Bruno, I'd rather face our battle than yours if you have to deal with developers, local gov't politics, their thirst for a bigger tax base and red tape. Give me a blown well ANY day over that nonsense. We sure wish you the strength and sheer orneriness to fight that good fight!

Well, of course I am bullet-proof, Bruno, at least until I run out of whatever that is. I'm not saying that it may not be closer than I might imagine though. I sure love Dirty Harry - thanks for inciting that audio replay from some very dusty memories - it was won-der-ful! He sure put out some great lines.

phlegmfatale said...

I can imagine how scary that must have been in those first, nervous hours. You inspire me, though - you're so intrepid and fiercely determined. YOu totally rock.

Lin said...

Blush ... thanks for the vote of confidence, Phlegmmy. I hope you're right, too. Sometimes I wonder if it isn't just something less flattering at work. Touch wood though; whatever it is works so far and maybe I shouldn't analyze it TOO closely. grin

Alex L said...

I cant help but think what a spectacular explosion that would have been. I'm glad it didnt go up, but wow that would of been a biggun

Lin said...

PopeT, it's funny how that curious thought runs through your mind in such a circumstance but then you smack yourself and say "Nah ... blowing up is NOT a good idea." Well, most of us do at least.

NotClauswitz said...

Sometimes if you drive a big old truck filled with rocks to make it heavy and dragging some giant heavy spiked farm-thing behind it, you might poke some holes in the old rusted-out pipes that the frost-heaves have brought near the surface - when the wind is right and before you fire the tracer ammo and after the fireproofing is well in place...

simon said...

I think I would be very concerned!

LBJ said...

Sitting still in the night wondering if you'll awake, that takes some guts. And a certain sense of resignation to the mists and vapours that waft around us all.

Glad you woke up to sun. It's minus 11 here and the dog is permamently affixed to my best pendleton blanket.

Lin said...

dirtcrashr, they've done a very good good of burying the pipes around here, probably given the nature of these roads and they way their own equipment rip them up on a regular basis. The boys out here would have some very efficient ideas on the matter though so I hope their bosses never anger them to that point. grin

Lin said...

Simon, I dunno, the privacy and seclusion still seem worth the risks. I just wish the big corps would appreciate our serious risks in obliging their sucking money out from under our paradise. Would be nice.

Lin said...

Lin M, you're right; I think we all face risks to our mortal state. I think about the children and young people who dies before they got this far and figure that we can't complain since we've come this far at least. Besides, I am just ornery and stubborn enough to haunt the crap out of this oil patch if they cause my early departure. That thought is a salve to my feisty nature when things would otherwise become worrisome.

Wow, so you got our deep freeze, too? That's when you find out what needs a good dose of expandable foam in a can or caulking - AMHIK. I always look for the dogs or cats to find the most comfy retreat in the Rat when the cold and winds hit (saves a LOT of trial and error on my part!). If it's any consolation, we are actually getting into the 40s today - hope it heads your way soon!

Anonymous said...

Hi Lin. The first photo looks like a small twister that is about to turn into a big twister and take you away to Oz.